24 weeks and counting

Since I am in the mood, might as well post all i can. So, lets see......it is still pretty unbelieveable i am pregnant and continues to surprise me everytime i catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror and notice i look like a "who" ( from dr. seuss) or i catch myself waddeling. I am officially in my 6th month, and my dr. says i might be a few days ahead of scheduale. Which to me means if my due date is 9/15, Im hopeing he comes 8/30.......i can hope right. I have officially gained 20lbs and am really letting myself go, Not at all how i envisioned pregnancy being. I thought I could still do all my workout routnines, just modify them to that of a pregnant lady. Well, i didn't realize while being pregnant you don't feel like doing anything. After being on my feet all day at starbucks, lifting weights is the last thing i want to do. So instead of kickboxing I have started a new routine.....walking! It get's the job done of burning some calories, but I can't wait to start working out again. Walking is for wimps. Thus not being the reason for no pics, i will post some. I just need to find cute enough clothes that fit, im in a bit of a odd stage now where everything i wear makes me look like a piligimist.

Mothers Day

Oh what a wonderful day! This post is a little behind, but better late then never. I was sure not expecting all the goodness that this day has to offer, but I was pleasently surprised! Aaron got me a pregnancy journal and a book called " Secrets of the Baby Whisperer". I also got cards, and a cute outfit for baby boy!! Aaron's sweet family took the time to send little ol' me mothers day gifts-which was so unexpected! So i guess this was my first mothers day, but not officially until I have to deal with a baby for a few months, then I will feel like a real mother. My favorite part of the day was the hike we went on with Kendalls family. It is a place called Red cliffs, just about 20 min up the highway and it was amazing!!! Brad's sister becky had gone there the week before and after seeing pictures I knew that's where i wanted to spend my day off. It is filled with pools of fresh mountain water and natural water slides from the rocks that the kids can play in , and then you have to climb up a rock and waterfall to continue. Becky, aaron and I went so far where you had to literally swim to keep going. You start off in a few feet of water walking in between canyons, and then it gets so deep your swimming. It was odd with shoes, pants and a shirt on-but oh so fun! Thanks beck for taking us!

Here's aaron with landon and kailyn


Isn't it beautiful! This counts as my 22 week prego pic.


Here is one of the slides


Brad climbing up to jump off. The water was plenty deep


Amazing!

Its a boy, not a girl

Everyone was right. and it is all my fault. If i didn't boast so much about how much I wanted a girl, everyone probably would not be thinking "oh well then, she will have a boy" But i couldn't help it!!! I really feel so differently about pregnancy now, and feel even worse for feeling that way!! When the Dr. said there was outdoor plumbing, in refernece to the ultrasound picture, i stopped breathing.

"Are you sure"

"Yes, it doesnt get any clearer than that" ( pointing to "it" on the computer screen)

I couldn't help it. I started crying. I didn't know if it was because of actually finding out, or because it wasn't what i had been expecting to hear. I was releved to not hear any bad news about the babys health, and feel very blessed for that. However I can't fake this. My point was proven when i went to take back the most adorable clothes ever (for a girl) and was searching the store for baby boy clothes! They just don't make any......reason #1 for my feelings!!!! Now you say, if not any cute boy clothes is the only reason your disappointed, grow up sabrina, well i would, but there is also no cute boy ANYTHING!! They just dont make boy stuff! It's like the world is telling us, we have enough boys, here is a store full of girls clothes and a corner for those of you that have boys. I shall be in shock for a while and want to be alone.

On another note, as promised. Here are some pics of the boy inside me, not a girl.

16 1/2 weeks

My sister in law made me, and if you know kendall, you know she won't leave you alone until you do what she wants, literally ( love you ken) So, she said you just HAVE to take a pic of your belly, i swear i had no idea you could tell this much, I guess i never walk around holding my stomach like this. So here is the first official pic, i will start doing regular post's now that I know you can tell.


Here is me last night, april 3




Here is me today, april 4th.

Lets see......

Where have I been? Well, all over the small town of St. George, thats what happen's when you work 3 jobs and live in another zip code. My jobs could not be farther apart, well actually they could but oh well. And when I try to eat lunch at home, I wonder if it is worth it to drive the extra 40 min round trip. So far i work at starbucks, free coffee and tips-pretty cool. Tuesday Mornings, have sheets and towles in every color and enough stuff to stage a 4 bedroom house-even cooler. And a personal assistant for a guy who really needed one-very busy. None of these jobs are careers, which is frusterating. I can't wait to have to be at home so I can start school again and a life full of knowledge-I am dying to learn and feel like part of this world so I can make a change! My 2 previous yrs of college were a waste because I did not know what I wanted to do, therefore doing nothing. Pregnancy is going well, I always new i was special and it was just confirmed. I have a blood type that only 15% of woman have, which means i have to get a few shots so my body doesnt fight off my fetus. Actually pretty mad, I thought pregnancy would go perfect, instead im finding out everything that could go wrong! Im not in pregnant clothes yet, so pictures are no fun. Unless you want to see what i looked liked in college when I gained some weight, just chubby. But I can't wait to start showing! I saw my stomach move last night and almost threw up, it reminded me of the matrix when they shoot those bug things into Keanu Reeves and you can see them crawling through his skin. Probably not how I should feel, but oh well!

Mom car

Well, i guess im pretty glad i got pregnant because it made me have to get a new car. The jetta was not cuttin it for a car seat and a 6'3" husband. So i went out and bought a new Mom car! I love it, well i don't love it, it's no BMW........but it will do. We looked for a while, and decided a saturn vue was in our price range, plus we liked the way it looked. This is only the second time i have gotten a "new" car, well it's not new but an 05' isn't that bad, and I always end up getting the car i think I could never get. When he showed it to me, with how cute it is, the low miles,the fact that you can tell which direction your going plus the temputure in the rear view window and the year, I thought I cant afford that car-but what do ya know- I guess I can! It will be perfect for my new lifestlye filled with strollers, car seats, and crying baby. Plus the bass rocks and tinted windows makes it extra hot for a new mom.

Im taking prayers

This could be all wrong, I could be going to hell for just the thought......but I want a girl. Now, I also want a healthy baby much more than a little mini me, but Im just that girl who is meant to have girl. I feel awful for thinking it and even got quite upset reading an article about a woman who had two boys and was devastated when she found out her third child was a gonna be a girl. She says she doesn't understand girls and they are manipulative, and she loves her boys. I felt bad for this baby girl. Now this won't be me, if i have all boys I will be happy with them and then adopt a female. I feel it's an experience I couldn't imagine going through life not having. I love the relationship me and my mom have, and me and bootsy.....id like to have it with a human too. Sisters are amazing too, I never had one and would love to give that relationship to my children. I love my brother more than anything, don't get me wrong. I want more than one child and I want my child to have a brother and a sister, but for now I hope this person inside me is a girl. I cry when I look at little girl clothes, and I get bored looking at boy clothes. I have amazing girl names and can't decide on a boy name. Im pretty horrible, if my son reads this in a few yrs, I love you and im sorry if I put you in a few girly outfits and made you listen to britney spears.