Mom car

Well, i guess im pretty glad i got pregnant because it made me have to get a new car. The jetta was not cuttin it for a car seat and a 6'3" husband. So i went out and bought a new Mom car! I love it, well i don't love it, it's no BMW........but it will do. We looked for a while, and decided a saturn vue was in our price range, plus we liked the way it looked. This is only the second time i have gotten a "new" car, well it's not new but an 05' isn't that bad, and I always end up getting the car i think I could never get. When he showed it to me, with how cute it is, the low miles,the fact that you can tell which direction your going plus the temputure in the rear view window and the year, I thought I cant afford that car-but what do ya know- I guess I can! It will be perfect for my new lifestlye filled with strollers, car seats, and crying baby. Plus the bass rocks and tinted windows makes it extra hot for a new mom.

Im taking prayers

This could be all wrong, I could be going to hell for just the thought......but I want a girl. Now, I also want a healthy baby much more than a little mini me, but Im just that girl who is meant to have girl. I feel awful for thinking it and even got quite upset reading an article about a woman who had two boys and was devastated when she found out her third child was a gonna be a girl. She says she doesn't understand girls and they are manipulative, and she loves her boys. I felt bad for this baby girl. Now this won't be me, if i have all boys I will be happy with them and then adopt a female. I feel it's an experience I couldn't imagine going through life not having. I love the relationship me and my mom have, and me and bootsy.....id like to have it with a human too. Sisters are amazing too, I never had one and would love to give that relationship to my children. I love my brother more than anything, don't get me wrong. I want more than one child and I want my child to have a brother and a sister, but for now I hope this person inside me is a girl. I cry when I look at little girl clothes, and I get bored looking at boy clothes. I have amazing girl names and can't decide on a boy name. Im pretty horrible, if my son reads this in a few yrs, I love you and im sorry if I put you in a few girly outfits and made you listen to britney spears.

Just perfect

September 15th!!

Is the due date for my princess/prince!! I had my first appt today and it was great! They said everything looked great, Im 11 weeks and we even got to see it!! The Dr. tried to get the heartbeat up on the doplar, but she said it was a crappy one so she went to get another one and came back with the actual Dr. who will deliver and he offered to do an Ultrasound. I must say Im not sure aaron and I actually believed there was a person in me until now. It was even moving!! How cute-its head is HUGE and it's little legs and arms short, and we saw the brain! How amazing! Cant wait to find out the sex in 9 weeks!

Valentines

Well, this was a great day. It started off with aaron golfing, which I usually don't mind because it gives me time to do things I want to do, and I know he is doing something he loves that is kinda exercise, i guess. I had to work until 10pm on valentines day so I figured we would just do something on sunday because we both had the day off. Aaron comes home from golfing right before I leave for work and I don't notice any roses, diamonds or puppies, so I figure ok-there will be a surprise when I get home. I tell him I wont be home until 10:30, so don't wait to eat for me. I know it will be to late to go to dinner, and I also know there is no food at the house he can cook for me. I get home at about 10:30, and give aaron his valentine: 4 new pairs of socks, heart shaped snickers (which i ate most of) and a card. He loves new socks, and I thought i didn't like snickers, he was happy! So Im looking around the room for flowers, a bag, an envelope....anything and am not seeing it. So I assume i will be getting the big surprise tomorrow, which almost made me cry I didn't even get a card on the 14th. So he tells me to go into the TV room, I open the door and the room is FULL of candles, rose petals and dinner from Olive Garden!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Holy cow am I surprised, and absolutley in love! It was a great day!

These were some of the most beautiful roses i have ever seen!!!

Rainbow cake

I saw this so incredible looking cake on my friends, Becky's blog and it looked so amazing I had to try it!!! It could also be because I was craving cake at that minute. Here are where you can find the instructions, http://omnomicon.blogspot.com/2009/01/how-to-make-rainbow-cake.html I didn't make any frosting becasue I wasn't sure how to, even though i did read the instructions I didn't get how you made frosting out of jello. So instead I bought jello and put banannas in it, so good. Anyway, i used cool whip to dip the cake in and it was mind blowing to me. This was the 1st cake i have ever baked so i was still learning and right now just about any food is award winning to me. It turned out pretty cool looking and fun to make!!

Here is the finished product, i did make 2 pans and I guess your supposed to stack them.

It's happening

Im on my way to fullfilling my destiny, besides being a back up dancer for britney spears, as a MOM! I was going to wait to post until I went to dr. but to consolodate visits i am waiting until I am 12 weeks, as I have been told that is when you can hear the heart beat. I have been a mom to many of things: dolls, cats, dogs, rats any other animal that would let me hold it and now I will finally get to hear "mom" eventually. Im pretty much hating everything my body has been doing to show me something is different, it has been much more obvious this week. And then there is Aaron. I knew I married him for this and his role is finally kicking into high gear, he has been more supportive, sensative, willing, happy and excited to have this baby than I have. If this is what i get my first month, I can't wait to see how things are in the ninth! And bootsy has been great too, she is still confused about where her room is. I moved her room to rid where we will put the crib of cat things so baby will have a clean space. Not that bootsy isn't clean, I keep her clean, but she's still a cat and licks the carpet.